I've been thinking about a number of things this week. Which is something, at least. Since I haven't managed to do hardly anything productive at all. Again. And also bearing in mind that everything I think is subject to change at any given time. Especially regarding Shelly. I can't say I left there with ultra positive impressions. Things weren't bad...but there are just so many things...that either bother me directly or indirectly enough to make me think about them. I know I focus on a couple of things...like this week. Twice. 2 little texts/messages got read...but no response. As I've said many times...I do understand busy. I do. But...I also understand how many texts from friends like Deanna/Debbie/Siobhan/Phil/etc that she gets every goddamn day and...they get responses. And this "boy" thing...she just can't help herself. She is messed up and this shit ain't ever going to change. And I might as well understand that/tattoo it on my forehead/whatever to understand.
IT.IS.NEVER.GOING.TO.CHANGE. PERIOD.
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