Since I took Todd to Shelly's. Tomorrow @ approximately 1:50 pm is about as close as I can remember. It has been strange since he's been gone. It always is. I'd say the first few days are very emotional. It takes a few weeks, it seems, to feel...somewhat normal.
Todd leaves a hole in your life when he's gone. Everything I do here I think about what "we" normally would be doing. Like tomorrow. Stroganoff and Mom to church. Even now...since he's gone and I now have a graphics card with HDMI output, I've moved my computer over to his old desk and I'm hooked up to the tv. After almost 3 years of being over there on the side...this is different as well. I think Kitty doesn't understand him being gone, too.
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