Well...here we go again.
I have a lot of thoughts. A combination of disappointment from this summer and eager anticipation of Todd's arrival tomorrow evening and his starting Freshman year @ Cayuga.
A few little odds and ends: I just got my medicine today. Damn. Not to let this dominate my thoughts or this post right now, but I figure it was pretty much 25 days without the medicine. Not to mention the last few days were nothing on top of the last 4-5 weeks overall on the medicine which was total shit. This one...I don't understand.
It's been 11 weeks and 3 days since I took Todd home. It will be 11 weeks and 4 days by the time I get him back here tomorrow. By my estimation, I had MAYBE 3 weeks before the medicine going south on me for whatever reason. That, in essence, is why I did not reach my goals this summer. On anything. I'm not going to sit here and debate anymore on WTF happened, because I don't know. I will say this was probably one of the most radical swings from the first 4 to 4.5 weeks I had the medicine to the final 5 weeks. And then, obviously...the last 25 days without. All I can say is I MUST manage medicine to not run out.
I was thinking earlier that for the first time in 8.5 weeks I actually feel good. Not just from being on the medicine, but overcoming a few things with Shelly and some financial things.
I've just got to do better. I've taken a few steps back. Weight wise, workout wise...everything. I move forward
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