I guess I must preface this post by saying (as usual)I have far too many thoughts and memories about Shelly to detail here. More than likely, the usual thing will happen. My mind will be working a lot faster than my fingers. I don't know if that's the reason I always give up long before I'm through, but I can definitely attest that it does not help very much. #factual (Shout out to Senor Focker himself, DAVID K. SMITH
I can't think of a time where Todd went up there for the summer and I didn't feel extremely sad for a couple of weeks. X number of times more applicable this summer since this is the first summer where we were dead in the water for sure. Not to mention dead many times over for a very long time. So it's even more emotional. Obviously. Plus, having to meet then to get Todd up there...since I see her so very little, it's always strange when I do see her. Especially with her man. I guess that's helped trigger a lot of more subtle thoughts about things that we had done over the years.
Whatever the reason, I have to keep reminding myself that it's not worth it. And see --- I did wrap this up much earlier than I expected.
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