I suppose one way or another I'm going to see this thing through to its logical conclusion. Just what that "logical conclusion" is, is debatable. I just don't know what to think. At the same time, I believe I DO know what to think, because she's already said it. And she hasn't said anything to change that recently. The only thing that has changed is that she got drunk and we fucked (rather well) on Monday, 6/16. That was quite surprising. She said she wanted to "thank me" for stepping up to take care of Todd when she couldn't.
As I said then-not that I didn't appreciate something besides my hand after 8.5 months, but I don't think I ever have to be rewarded for doing what's right for my son, especially after I've done so much wrong.
Aside from that...in the past and even that night, she tried to paint it as me "thinking" that she fucks a lot more than she does. Of course, then she goes on to say things like "I've become more liberal in with my ass" and talking about the dude who grabbed her phone and started texting her...
Become more liberal with her ass? With Cali or who? There is so much...I don't know...not sure that I want to know. But would insist on knowing if "this" went anywhere. And I don't know that she really wants it to. Although she has shown me more in the last week than she has in the last 9 months. Between the surprise Monday and her quick response the other day when I asked if I should spend my birthday down here or up there...but still.
No comments:
Post a Comment