Monday, December 10, 2012

So Much On My Mind...

Well, I was certainly glad to get our somewhat silly argument that turned into pretty much a 14 hour fight where we didn't speak much to each other and I feared for the worst...like I always do.  It's always a bad idea to get in argument with Shelly about anything...and certainly over the years as I have lost leverage due to not providing an income, especially lately I have had to back down a lot because I just don't have any say.  Throw in her hotness and craving for other men/dicks...and it scares me to death anytime we have a bad argument.  And  I think we both realize the combination of her inebriation and wanting penis so bad and missing C-man's fucking just caused a lot of talk on both sides that was not necessary.

I'm already on edge about finances...especially p/d house payment and the overall banking situation and how all that relates to my fuckups/etc...still aways to go...don't even know if we're gonna get the tickets, although I should have an idea by tonight.  Next thing is how quickly I could get them and get them sold.  Due to our precarious financial situation and Christmas coming up...even though Shelly's working a lot I'm leery of what it would take to ask/come up with $$ to go along with ticket money, assuming we get them and sell them for a good price...because we are still about 250.00 short going into next payday and that's not counting money for at least Todd's graphic card and Xmas gift(s) for Shelly (at least 165 for the gifts and 235= 400.00  shortfall).  She does have some cash ( probably not much) and is owed at least 150 for last week plus guesstimating 200.00 in earnings + tips this week...which would almost do it but we need $$ for Payment.

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