But then again, when hasn't anything I've ever done been really stupid? I don't know - it strains my brain to think back that far.
***deleted due to being so wrong, I'm embarrassed that I ever wrote it***
Update 12/14/2012 @7:36 am: Actually, I really don't have much right or reason to be pissed - especially at Shelly perhaps - but I am kind of tired of it. I love my son, but I'm really tired of Todd being in our bed, the fact that all of our spoiling/doting/whatever on Todd has come back to bite us on the ass...etc. And with all the work Shelly has been doing...I really can't blame her for the lack of sex...and yet, at the same time - if it was someone else, you know she'd find a way to get it done. That's what irritates the shit out of me.
Just about every time I get angry at her or suspect her of something (at least during the past few months), I turn out to be wrong. And I know she has her reasons for feeling the way she does and I haven't exactly lived up to every part of the bargain. However...I'm not going out of my way to make myself available for sex or make it seem like I'm asking for it. I'm sure that will backfire on me like everything else has....so --- we'll see.
***Update 12/15/12@4:26am***
What did I tell you? She came home after working all day, wanting to fuck. She even told me she felt bad because we couldn't last night. What a dumbass, I feel terrible for thinking things like I did.
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