And...aside from everything else...

I don't know why I bothered with all that yesterday.  I wanted to kind of send a message, but I can't send any kind of message that what she does is something I'm going to tolerate.  I'm just not going to do it.  And if that's the way it is, we might as well get divorced.  Because I'm getting rather tired of games and all the other associated bullshit.  It's not right, and with everything that has gone on I just have to think that at this point there is no other option.  Because it shouldn't be this hard.  And with it being this hard, things just aren't as cut and dried as she might try to present them sometimes.