I don't know...but if it hasn't, I certainly don't know where to go from here.
I really get tired of the whole thing. I've been thoroughly disgusted by it since July. Even before then, really. I've been sick of it in the current sense since at least Mid-May, or whenever we started fighting over that necklace. I just get disgusted by the whole damn thing. And I guess I should take something from that.
Regardless of what she says, this is about much more than "Todd doesn't have a job". It always has been and always will be. She made it that way with Cali. And it's been that way ever since. Nonstop guys. I'm disgusted by it. It keeps down. I'm disheartened by her insistence upon it and what it really means, at least in my mind. You can't tell me that's any way to reconcile. She would counter by saying "I'm not going to live that way again". Whatever. I suddenly don't feel like typing much more about it right now.
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