for "us", at least.
Whatever caused her to start acting the way she has - I don't know. Apparently at some point about 6 weeks ago she decided that she "couldn't let herself get attached to me" again without a job/etc...and pretty much "disconnected". Exactly when that was, I don't know. I'm not sure that it matters to know "exactly" when. It's hard to tell, and going by what I consider to be the telling signs, it could have been sometime in mid-August when she stopped texting as much and certainly didn't drunkenly text me and tell me how much she wanted me to fuck her, etc.
There's just something about it. I enjoyed it the way it was. It gave me great hope for the possibility of us working things out. I felt wanted/needed/a part of her life. Now "this" (whatever THIS is)...it's something else. Someone who is rather cold and barely speaks to me.
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