About what complete and total bullshit this is. Perhaps she's right. I shouldn't have snooped. Then I wouldn't know. Well, scratch that. I'm glad that I know, it's just a matter of processing all the information. The bottom line is that it's over.
I will never say I'm happy that "it" (our marriage) is over, but all things considered...with the ever-increasing amount of pure, unadulterated bullshit I have to put up with, endure, learn...whatever. I can't win. I never could win. I've had exactly ZERO chance for four goddamn years. Is it possible to have so many emotions all at the same time? All of them negative? Hurt. Sad. Depressed. Guilt. Hopelessness. Anger. Whatever. So many things...all in the past 3+ months starting with that POF profile.
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