God, I Do Love My Family

I love Michelle and Todd.  I've always been envious of how (for the most part) she has steadfastly been able to block out things that I have never been able to block out and just enter contests.  I know she loves me...and it breaks my heart that I f*cked up and really didn't get her anything for Christmas, other than free (after coupons) shit from Penny's.  That NEVER should have happened and I am a lot worse than embarrassed about it.