I'm Not Sure I Know My Wife Anymore...

Which shouldn't surprise me at.  Not after the last 1.5 years and more specifically, the last 4 months.  I'm still trying to figure out her intentions, which I may never do.  All I can tell is what she SEEMS to act like right now - which is something along the lines of "we'll see...", but I really think she's wanting me to do something.