I really don't.
I got really pumped up Wednesday, thinking that I was getting close to getting a job (which hopefully I still am) - and everything that involves. Which is...a chance to regain my self respect and start helping out..and move forward.
Update: Saturday, 1/18/2014 @ 10:16 am
As you can probably tell - and pretty much as usual - I cut down my intended post to almost nothing...but I was sitting here this morning thinking...as I did yesterday evening. There are times...and then there's times. When I am most optimistic, I "optimistically" think about the possibilities, with a little dab of reality thrown in for good measure. Other times, I just sit here and wonder WTF I was thinking - that there is no way. The medicine has enhanced this ability and increased it, IMHO.
Honestly, I have no idea how it will turn out. I do know that with all my heart I hope we can work something out - and quickly.
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