Damn.
After 3.5 months, I FINALLY got the meds again. Even though my BP was no lower than 200/something on her various bp machines. I was quite surprised that it was so freakin' high AND that she still gave them to me. I think it was probably due to the fact that she knew I was at least trying to solve the BP problem through medication and it wasn't high due to the meds. Makes me wonder if I could have gotten them at the beginning of November if I hadn't been sick...but one never knows.
I do feel better about a lot of things. A couple of job prospects which, if I get one of them, is the beginning of the road back for me. It is still too early to tell whether Shelly and I will be back together, but I remain somewhat hopeful - most of the time. It's something that absolutely has to be done, regardless of whether the other happens or not. But it's a good start...and it will lead to getting some kind of vehicle soon, which will afford me the freedom and independence to be able to go places - hopefully to see Todd & Shelly a lot more frequently.
I've just got to start doing the best I can do.
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