I'll Say This...

I've got to pull myself out of this funk.  The time is now.  Shelly...can't be considered a factor anymore.  I doubt she ever will be.  And one of us will probably file soon.  I guess I hope it's me.  My life can't be about us or getting "us" back together.  I'd be waiting until doomsday and I've already wasted enough of my life, Thank You very much.  The last 3 years have been...such a waste.  On top of everything else before.