What A Strange Time It's Been

If there's one thing I can say - nothing has been boring or humdrum lately.  Overall, I would say it's been a positive experience.  I no longer take Shelly for granted.  Even though things have not happened as quickly or as productively as I would have liked, there certainly have been a lot of positive changes.  Especially between us, mostly.  I think we do care more about each other.  We're both more thoughtful and open I think.  I think of lot of that has been Shelly's positive reaction to my changes.  Our sex life is 1000 percent better...at least from my perspective.  I've been forced to re-evaluate who I am in regards to what I have done and what I need to be.  I would say through it all, Shelly has remained more even-keeled as far as how she responds to me in a positive manner.  She always seems to be in a good mood for the most part.  But I've got to start coming through on some other things on my end.  Providing an income is the biggest thing.  The two biggest things needing to be accomplished are applying for disability, whichever way it needs to be done, and having a job for "in the meantime".