I Don't Know What Her Intent Was

...but I know for sure what the end result has been:  Pure and utter chaos.  I don't have a goddamn clue what to do about the situation except get a divorce.  I don't get listened to.  I don't get credit for anything.  Not "not" asking for her any money vs divorcing her and asking for 500 bucks a month child support.  Not taking care of our son while she is out going to festivals and getting fucked and getting badmouthed or just flat out fucking ignored.  I'm not without fault and I realize that, but she's put me and us in a no-win situation where nothing actively happens between us.  It's gotten to the point where I've realized that or at least am pretty sure that nothing I do here will ever matter,  effectively losing all hope