I'm Sick & Tired

Of being the idiot who believes.  The only one who really tries.   The one who gets lied to and told he's not good enough, not worthy enough for his marriage or even the opportunity to reconcile without having someone else's dick in Shelly's pussy.  You think I want to sit here and figure out why you're having a bad day?  Life in general, or is it because you've got something going on with someone and THEY treated you like shit?  Like lying beside you in bed and watching you cry because your SEX ONLY partner Cali dumped you.  That has got to be the absolute ultimate in goddamn bullshit that I have ever seen.   The one who gets ripped about "not having a job"  and yet I'm forced to stay HERE and put my life on hold so our son can prosper in school.  Note:  It's not that I want to take that opportunity away from Todd.  I don't.  But I also resent being ripped about "not being able to provide".  What a narrow minded self serving bitch.