I Really Don't Have A Clue...

But I'm pretty sure there is not a damn thing I can do.  Trying to reserve judgement until at least after meeting for Todd's birthday tomorrow evening and when I take him home next Friday.  Tomorrow certainly is going to be a bit...awkward.  At the very least.  I know I'm not reserving judgement.  I will be thinking about it constantly.  And I just can't let it go on like this.  And that's to somewhat preserve my sanity, so to speak.  Even then it's going to be rough.  Dealing with all of this on top of taking Todd "home" for the summer - not really sure if something is going to happen over the summer to change his mind and/or what Shelly will do in regards to that.  It's going to be tough for a few weeks after that - and that is right when I need to pick it up.