As Usual...

I am panicking big time.  When I panic, I can't think straight.  When I can't think straight, I can't get a damn thing done.  That is NOT what needs to happen.  I need to focus and get things done NOW, more than ever.

My problems:

• House.  Obviously we HAVE to file.  And we have to file in time.  But we need a way to pay for it and live.  Now everything is related to that.  I need to be able to provide some kind of income, but now, besides not having a legal vehicle, I have a warrant out.  I have to worry about that every time I leave the damn house.  It's bad enough going down the street, but running around trying to get a job?  What can I do???
• Vehicles/Legal - obviously I have to get something done about the warrant.  Lawyer, yes - but even with that I have to have a way to get the car fixed or that won't work.  I need to consult with one to find out what my options are.  I can't go around worrying about being picked up.
• Bills - confusing the matter is Shelly's cash.  I KNOW she wants to save the house but will be upset about not being able to go to concerts.  We need to get those damn Gold cup tickets sold.