I've seen this before. It's inevitable. Perhaps I keep my mouth shut tomorrow morning whenever she responds. Perhaps I do indeed blow it off for awhile. I'm not so sure I will. I'll have to cool off a helluva lot more than this before she responds somewhere around 5 am. However, I will say this. There is not going to be an argument. I'm not going to scream, yell, nor threaten. It's my intent just to get the FUCK out without saying a word. I guess I would probably say goodbye to Todd and that's it. I'm in no mood for that bullshit. I guess the only question is if I will dig up his phone number in order to tell him stay the fuck away, which will lead to a confrontation, or just sit back and wait for it to develop and then GTFO.
All I can say is - is it worth it to basically throw everything away just because you're pissed off about that stupid prick? I don't know what's setting me off about it - but I just don't fucking like it. I don't like the way she's treated me over him, I'm glad he's been the fuck out of here, and I don't ever, ever want to have to deal with that particular bullshit again.
I'm sitting here basically apologizing for it. Look at the way he's treated her. Look at the way she's acted TWICE now after his unceremonious dumping of her. Twice. Look at the way I get treated about sex. Yes, she "gave" me some. I don't know what you can call it, but it sure wasn't anything like what she gives anyone else.
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