With all the bad news coming down lately it's hard to be positive. It's hard to feel like I have a chance at anything. Now is DEFINITELY NOT the time to be negative and go into some kind of downward spiral.
I know, I suck. We've spent waaay too much over the past 2 months, especially when we should have been saving. Some of it normal stupidity, some of it not. But a lot of it certainly had to do with the fact that Shelly doesn't even know that we need to be saving - although if not for BK...plenty of other things...but still. I feel guilty my son is getting so big and me sitting in this damn apt. Feel like shit that I don't have a job for many reasons. And yet what the fuck can I do???? Who in the hell will hire me? And now we can't even get the damn cars inspected to have any kind of hope...
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