Monday, July 22, 2013

Lost and Afraid

I guess I'm afraid to admit what I already know.  I'm lost and afraid and don't know what in the hell I'm going to do.  I've got so much crap to overcome and no time left to do it in.  Just about everything I've been involved in has been a miserable failure on my part.  That gives me a lot of confidence.

50 years old and need a job.  Haven't had one in 9+ years.  No one, repeat NO ONE is going to look at me.  Not to mention I don't have a legal vehicle and have 5 days to keep a freaking warrant from going out on me.  How in the fuck am I supposed to do that?  Much less looking all over the place for a job.  I'm so depressed by reading these fucking stories about people going to temp agencies.  Now it seems the trend is that you go in to an agency/do all the tests/etc (which is expected) and then if they have an assignment, you have to go out and fucking INTERVIEW with the company.  That's exactly the kind of shit I wanted to avoid.

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