What will become of me/Todd & Shelly as a couple/Todd, Shelly & Toddles as a family...especially over the next couple of months...
Will I be able to put it together? Finally, after almost 9 years? I pray that I do. I pray that we will all stay together as a family and that we are able to keep our house, get a decent car, be able to increase our income while managing our money/get Toddles' teeth fixed and get him on a healthier eating plan, and for me to get my BP taken care of and overall get healthier.
Yeah, that ought to about cover it. I'm certainly not trying to make light of a very difficult and troubling time by any means. I think one of the things that bothers me the most (out of quite a few things) is that with all that's happened, I have lost sight of my original goals to "take care of bidness" (especially starting with Shelly) and of course Toddles as well - and start making up for lost time. I know the first thing that pops into my mind is because of "all these things". Well, it's kind of hard to use that as an excuse since I'm the one that caused "all those things"...although I would say there are extenuating circumstances.
I just hope I can. I must, and I will. That's about all I can say now.
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