I've been sitting here trying to wrap my head around stuff. I've been miserable. Confused. Angry. Some of it is confusing - except when you put it all together.
This has been a ticking time bomb ever since Shelly came up with this "Break" stuff after I got pissed at her due to the "Brighton Necklace" incident. Not taking into account, of course, the simple fact that SHE told me the story when she was fucked up (more than once, if I remember correctly)...and then got pissed at me for getting so upset about it. Which led to the "break" until we "figure out what we want"... so...Things haven't gone so well since Todd went up there. I don't hear from her much. And that worries me and upsets me. I don't know what the hell she is doing and I'm not sure she would tell me if she was doing something...in the meantime, is she hooking up? Is she "available"? Would she really, really tell me if she was?
The only thing I know is that I don't hear from her much. That's not the way it is when things are good.
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