Was the one of the biggest reasons I feel the way I do. I didn't say it because I know it wouldn't have solved anything, it just would have pissed her off and blah blah blah Todd job blah blah blah. And that is I don't like the way she is. The way she conducts herself. What she has done over the last 21+ months...especially perhaps over the last year...saying she wanted to work things out and being all wishy-washy, calling that a mistake and then screwing at least several people. And God knows how long she would have drawn out this fucking thing with us down here and her up there. Getting drunk in a bar, guys buying her drinks...flirting. fucking. Rinse. Repeat. Not to mention the "best" I ever get is "No guarantees"...fuck that bullshit.
Update: Thursday, July 16, 2015 @ 6:58 am
I really, really, don't know what in the fuck is wrong with her. I can take a guess...but then again, that's all it would be.
All I know is that I am sick and tired of it being like this. I often wonder how in the hell I let myself get into a situation like this. I guess the best explanation is somehow I let it slide into the background and I end up hearing what I want to hear. I end up focusing on what the good parts. And perhaps when she's a little more attentive and caring, I let it slide into the background. Hoping I guess that it will go away, only to find out later on the real reason for the times I didn't hear from her blah blah blah.
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