Well, not EVERY single time...but most of the time I want to get mad at Shelly for her neglecting me, either sexually or companionship-wise (or both) - I start thinking about WTF I would do if I were in the same situation. This house crap is kicking both of our asses - I know that. It's bad enough, not to mention 9 years of unemployment before that.
All I can honestly say is I know how I feel - and that's bad enough. This "thing" is so huge, so terrible, and its ramifications so destructive - I don't know - it's like not buying a birthday present for her every year for 20 years or something X 10. It sucks, I know that. It is THE big thing that I need to fix to make things right between us - before I can get back to the original plan of last September about making all those "other" things right. So - that's what I'm up against.
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