Turning Points

How many times can you say you've reached a certain point in your life - crunch time, "nut cuttin' time", whatever you want to call it - where certain events (some of which I may or may not have any control over) are going to determine your future?  I'm at one of those now, I firmly believe.  It's one of those things where you sit here and think "Where am I going to be 3-6 months from now?"  In this house - still married, having a "real" job or providing some kind of consistent, significant income?  Or will I be divorced/living somewhere else - still banging my head against a wall?