Well...

I guess you can throw out that last post.  Tonight was very surprising.  It still doesn't cure things, and there's plenty going on and plenty that could go wrong.

Once again, I feel pretty stupid that I have not accomplished many of the goals I set out - whether it was over 2.5 weeks ago upon getting the last batch of medication or (for the most part) however long things have been on the list.  For the most part, it's been the same ol' same ol.  Kind of - with a new twist.  With the house thing hanging over my head - it's been almost a daily Sword of Damocles hanging over my head.  Something that needs to be resolved but wouldn't get resolved.

At best, I have probably 2.5 days left on the medicine.  That is not much time at all.  All told, it will probably come down to about the usual.  And this FUCKING truck - still trying to get it inspected.  I just have a few days left.  2, as a matter of fact - to get it done for free.  I just can't believe at least two things:

• That I did it within 70-80 miles at least once, if not twice or three times, without even knowing such things as a drive cycle.  As picky as that damn thing is, there is no FREAKING way that I could have done the things necessary within that short amount of time to get it to pass.  It just blows my fucking mind that I did, however.  Makes me REALLY, REALLY wonder if there is something else preventing it from  completing - although at least two have already completed.  Just need one more, I think.  Well - I guess that's one thing...but who the fuck knows.