Sometimes I think I'm going to go fucking crazy, if I haven't already. The more I think about it, the more pissed off I get. I just get so goddamn pissed it drives me fucking crazy. She could give in, you know.
I just don't know what the fuck I'm gonna do. I'm going insane here with this "us" stuff. I mean, holy fucking shit. I have to admit - this is a little over the top. No, it's more than a little over the top.
At this point, I have so many freaking things on my mind I'm just going fucking crazy. To put it another way, it's almost been like it was the whole last year. Sometimes how I feel overall is determined by how Shelly and I are getting along/etc. I just feel like I have so much going against me to start with Shelly. Then on top of that - going down to mom's, then back up here to...get a job??? Sometimes I feel like just blowing my fucking head off.
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