Funny how often I've said that lately. Either in terms of "finding out" something or something needing to be done. I'm seriously hoping that I/we don't have to start forcing the issue. I'm scared. Worried. Frightened. I know exactly what Shelly means when she talks about how she feels about the situation. And in some ways, I know she's right. I always have - but in particular about this. However, I don't think that gives her the right to run roughshod over me.
With the exception of the "apology" yesterday (which - yesterday I was saying it really wasn't an apology. Well, it was - but she was apologizing for being bitchy - not for the extremes in sex. At the very least, I hope by then we have been given information that's good enough to start trying to clear up some of the issues - because the issue of this weekend (and weekends like it) have not been resolved. It got shoved to a back burner and the burner is on low - for now. Every time I think of that "I'm gonna rape you" comment I just want to fucking explode. Next time, I don't think there will be an argument. I'm just going to leave.
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