Well, I don't know. I think it's important not to give up. At least not yet. I must say I don't have a lot of hope about anything right now. I'm pretty sure in some way, shape, form or fashion - if we lose the house, we lose our marriage. It might now happen right away, but things are already so bad I think that would just put us over the top. I don't think I realized it, but I was already facing an uphill battle last September - and things have not improved. It's not totally my fault. I know I am directly to blame for the house/etc and years of money mismanagement that led to shitty credit that screwed us on getting a car loan.
I understand how she feels about the house. I never should have let it come down the way it has. I think the only real option I have is to try my best - sweeps/etc and go from there.
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