That if you really gave any kind of decent shit about our sex life, perhaps you could send me about 1/10 the sex texts you send him. God knows what that could do for us.
But of course, I dare not. Especially not now. With the CarCident™ closely followed by the HouseCident™ - sometimes I think it's about all she can do to be civil to me, much less not go crazy. And thtat's when I hang my head in shame and get so damn frustrated at everything going on around me. I should have taken control of this much sooner. I hate it that "that" is my personality - and sometimes I feel powerless to do anything about it. Yes, I know - I am somewhere between 95-99% responsible. The only small part you can put on Shelly is perhaps not trying to take an active part at all in the finances and not knowing stuff.
Now yes, that's a little anger talking there. I know I have made her life hell lately due to all this house and car stuff. I've already taken the blame for that - I should have done something about our finances long ago. Which reminds me - that's another thing we have to take a serious look at. I guess it all depends on what they did during all this "modification" stuff/what numbers they were using and why.
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