Kind Of Funny

...not "ha-ha" funny...just strange...although the behavior I will describe below has not been that uncommon the past 6 weeks or so...sometimes swinging back and forth several times throughout the day.  It all depends on how my interactions with Shelly are going.  That's one of the reasons I hope to get on some kind of anti-anxiety medication (hopefully xanax or generic).  I think it will help.