I Guess I Was Just Being Stupid

Yesterday, in the midst of some of the shittiest adversity in my life - losing my house (and the reason we lost it, etc) - with still some of the biggest obstacles/hurdles I've ever had in my life to overcome - I felt a ray of hope - a shimmer of gladness.  Somehow, I thought we had reached some kind of mutual understanding that would lead us back together.  Things she said about making mistakes and loving me (not the kind of shit she used to say)...made me really think we had turned a corner. How it ever would have been in reality, with my issues (if only job related)...whatever...who knows.  I guess I was wrong.