I am just flabbergasted. Utterly and completely. I really don't know what to say. For me to tell her everything and try to explain exactly the way I felt about things and how it felt to me, especially last fall - all this time back and forth - and for her to try to shove the same shit down my throat? It hurts and saddens tremendously. After all that - to have her come back with an offer for us to stay together only with her doing the exact same shit? Not only does listen to what I have to say, she doesn't care one stinking bit and I guess will never change.
...and so it goes. I don't regret reacting like that at all. Perhaps I will someday. But not today. I hope not ever. The thought that someone that loves me after all the heart to heart discussions we've had about things recently could go back to the same old shit and make that her best offer? Well, either she really doesn't care or...something.
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