Really Hard To Say

Where we really go from here or if there is any hope at all.  The things Jerry and some people (Charles) say - about getting away for awhile - well, in a normal relationship, perhaps.  With some of the changes that have gone on and the reasons behind some of her anger with me (job)...who can really say?  With me unable due to various reasons to come up with anything before my time was up here...whatever time I have to spend at Mom's, however valuable it might be in other ways and/or necessary for whatever reason - is time where I won't be job hunting and that's just time wasted - at least in the sense of getting things done that need to be done.  And I just think I will be a basket case for awhile.  How long and how bad - I don't know.