Some Things Are Just Weird

Some things just pop into my head.  Like recent memories.  It was 4 weeks ago today that I got sick, ran out of meds and events started leading up to the weekend of the fight and no bk.  Other than that...

• Weird to think about some of these.  Like it was just 3 weeks ago that Shelly came in and said is it too late to get an attorney and file? 
• Last weekend - it was only 2 weeks ago from last Saturday that Shelly came over and we had a heart to heart and she talked about how much she missed me - but I got "the wrong impression" and was left confused (figured this out later).  
• It was two weeks ago tomorrow that she came over, we went to Zio's and Penney's and then we came back here and she made the call to get the house 2 doors down.  Later we had sex that night unexpectedly and got a long well for the next few days until big argument Saturday night when they went to the concert blah blah blah
• One week (last Saturday) since the concert/expectations that night/letdown
• Somewhere in all there...lasting impressions of me and Toddles up all night.  Him because his sleep schedule was off and me because of the meds/emotional basket case - opening Todd cans of Chef Boyardee spaghetti and meatballs with wirecutters because the can opener was gone.  Todd insisting upon opening the RC car and playing with it and scaring the dogs.  Todd wanting various games.  

Sad these will be my last memories of almost 5 years in this house.  Perhaps some of the lasting ones as well.