Surprised...But Not Really

I have no idea what was going on Saturday night and her intentions.  And perhaps I will never know, now.  I guess I shouldn't care because it doesn't matter.  Apparently it was probably a weak moment for her as she thought about how hard it would be.  Don't even know how serious she was.  It sounded like she wanted to - but in this strange, twisted, perverted way where she would get to do whatever the hell she wanted to do.