Just Got The Feeling About It...

Hell, I don't even have to consider it very intelligent of me to have figured it out.

• She has really felt somewhat hamstrung by me/my demands all along
• Constantly bragging how many men hit on her
• More than likely always wondered how much being married (besides obvious lack of time and/or my possible reactions put a crimp in her style.  Even though most guys don't give a shit if you're hot, willing to fuck, whatever...they'll get it and get it on the side and not care.
• All this nonsense about "finding herself"  and "needing her space" much less "not having someone telling me what to do".  Gee, I wonder who she was referring to at that point.
• Hell, I wonder if I drove by Bill's house right now if her car would be there.  Not that I'm really going to do that, although about the only thing preventing it is the "un-legal" status of the truck and my warrants.

Nope.  I've just got to understand that this is just what happens to people.  I've said many times that I've had the sinking feeling this whole last year this was where it was headed.  Between the obvious lack of desire for me and my not getting  a job/us losing the house - combined with all her previous pent up anger towards me.  Yeah.  This will work.